“I was up all night crying because he touched me when I said no, Being pinned down seems so hot until you only wish they’d let go. You pryed my mouth open even though I told you to stop, I crawled across the floor but you wouldn’t fucking stop. Sober as a preacher I herd you drunkenly say, I know you fucking want this, stop saying its not okay. After all was said in done I curled into a ball, You sunk into yourself and said “I guess we can’t be friends after all.””— -
“I am an introverted mind tormented by an extroverts soul”— 10:51pm (via gemineyescapist)
“Have you ever looked in the mirror and witnessed your defying moment of self-hatred, have you been conscious enough to comprehend that your mind has just fully rejected your body? You see an unflattering figure, teeth stained yellow from all of the wine, stomach acid and cigarettes. You notice your hair has become brittle and its falling out. Skin blemished and splotchy from the lack of vitamin D you’ve accomplished to acquire during your long days in bed, crying and binging then purging and crying again. The only thing that really looks nice is your nails, fake, painted on by a tech who is probably just as disgusted by you as you are yourself. I’ve been slugged in the face, shoved in the ground and suffocated by these thoughts. They always did say ‘the truth hurts.’”— (via gemineyescapist)
“I’m sad So ill drink But when am I not? Sad and drunk that is A sad waste Of a human life But here I am Crying Clutching A bottle of wine Fuck you For reminding Me of my father And how men Are always The first To go.”— (via gemineyescapist)
“There is nothing more pleasing Than bare skin On bare skin And a finger tracing your spine While soft whispers explain their admiration And helpless laughter Fill the sheets And there is no better feeling Than your heart beginning to beat again, Pump warm again, Be happy Again.”—
do any of my followers care abt me not starving will u pls postmates me food thanks </33
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why the fuck is my eating disorder not gone like its been yEARS ive been fighting this bullshit
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Wow sobriety is hard I have a ten day goal & im on day two. This sucks and I still have the shakes sos
Im a bundle of anxiety and i just want to lay in someones arms
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i’m glad ants dont know how big jupiter is or they would be fucked up about it. i was fucked up about it. jupiter is huge
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